Please don’t look for me

Please don’t look for me
I am- tangled between
Past and possibilities
Of you and i
Suppressed, so please
Don’t remind me
Fate, quit it
Stop sending signs
I mess up the meanings
But yes- at least now i know
Stated oh so clear, precise
Stabbed my heart
Couple of times
For a while there
I became deaf from everyone else
As if a play was going on
And i wasn’t paying attention
My mind rushed to grasped
The words you have stipulated
Heart be still
You’re breaking the ribcage
I’ll have nothing to protect you with
Stop pulsating wildly
But i read it one more time
Let it sink in
My thick skull of stupidity
It was too damn simple
To leave you alone
Never bother you again
Alright twin love, farewell..

Dear ex

Dear ex
You locked up my room
My bed, my heart
My dreams
How am i supposed to sleep

I hated the fact
That you are only my lesson
As i am only
Your station
But never your destination

Us is just
A big wishful thinking
Coz i am
The only one
Who can never have you

Dear ex
Get out of my head
Clarity i can’t see
My chest is empty

Dear ex,
I know you’ve seen it
Watching you sometime
And i cannot continue
My words had become
Dreary, dry, insipid

Please bring back-
Your old friend’s lost heart..


i am madness seeking light
a warrior burning in oblivion
through the pages of eternity
i cannot be defeated
i am the one true purpose
the stronger i become
the more unconditional i manifest
i am never weak
though i will always have a soft spot
i am here to set you on fire
i am here to be shared
i am for everyone
i am- love
at the highest attainment
of conscious awareness
i am prosperous
i will never judge
i am humble
for i am you, you are me
a revolution towards equality
a movement for singularity
a march to propel peace
i am the unstoppable law
the tears of the oppressed
the emptiness in grieving
the anger due to betrayal
jealousy and selfishness
the empathy and understanding
like you, i too
take many forms
assuming all the broken pieces
taking responsibility
of the shattering noises
these are only changes
a challenge to see
how i can completely lose
and quickly get back
to my one true self
i have to learn, grow, evolve
i am love
i should be in you
as you are to be me
i am the blood of your spirit
in my absence,
your reasons are full of apathy
your actions become dull
a mind numbing routine
continue living without me
say hello to being undefined
stop, instead be with me
let’s bring back the color to this world
how can you not adore
the redness of a child’s cheeks on a cold morning
can you not feel me rushing to your face
as you give a stranger a smile
how can you not be thankful
for the helping hand when you were falling down
do not deny me
you and i
we are destined for greatness
now can you hear me
humming, murmuring
thumping, drumming
pounding loudly, lively
perforating the silence of hatred
this heart of fire
burning inside
let me out!
i dare you
and i’d mumble close to your ears
right before you sleep
“i love you. this life is worthwhile.”