Please don’t look for me

Please don’t look for me
I am- tangled between
Past and possibilities
Of you and i
Suppressed, so please
Don’t remind me
Fate, quit it
Stop sending signs
I mess up the meanings
But yes- at least now i know
Stated oh so clear, precise
Stabbed my heart
Couple of times
For a while there
I became deaf from everyone else
As if a play was going on
And i wasn’t paying attention
My mind rushed to grasped
The words you have stipulated
Heart be still
You’re breaking the ribcage
I’ll have nothing to protect you with
Stop pulsating wildly
But i read it one more time
Let it sink in
My thick skull of stupidity
It was too damn simple
To leave you alone
Never bother you again
Alright twin love, farewell..

Encapsulated

They say
Darkness encapsulated
The very essence i breathe
Like how a child is kept
In a mother’s womb for survival
It never hit them that-
I am being reborn
Almost drifting
Reaching the surface
Metamorphosis,
An oasis of changes
Cracking open
The civilized conformity
Cemented on
Caterpillar of angst
I’ll bloom before your eyes
Like a flower
Thriving wildly in the spring

Oh yes, i’m lost
Between tunnels of my unseen mind
Though psychosis is
Still blinded by
My firm grasp on reality
I tamper this mask of comfort
For the fantasies to take me away
Conquer the great loss
A depression i have succumbed into
Mystified in this abundance
Of pillars crumbling back
Down to earth
Rebuilding a new world
Abhor the unoriginal thought
Devoid of death
It will never come
Coz i am an energy
I once was created
By the aboriginal books of the ancient
But i believe
What physics had stated at the latter part
I can never be destroyed
My soul floats on this
Experience called humanity

As Earth mandated a rule
Of temporary existence
It’s beautiful
This thing we barely understand
A gift to perpetuate love
And only love
Isn’t it tremendous
To be walking on bare feet
Connecting the only forces that mattered
A never ending cycle
Of dark and light
Ain’t nothing wrong if
I get lost for a lil’ while

Define the emotion
That has been written
And you summoned
Every part of your intellect to understand
We can never arrive
At the same point of conclusion
Coz our journeys
Were never meant to be the same
You have yours
I have mine
But while we are here
Let’s get drunk
In this revolutionized magnificence
Simply put as- LIFE
How dare we,
Choose nothingness
Coz we’re too afraid
To acknowledge
And be eaten by our own darkness
Shouldn’t we be more afraid?
Petrified of threading
A safe passionless flight..

Hello Humanity

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I painted my woes
Upon non feathered wings
Of this great big wave
No one can ever see
The wind responded with a howl
The mountains shook
Every branch with or without leaves
Clouds gathered,
Carried tremendous rain
Upon its shoulders
It gave way
To a million tears
Of arrested wishes
When their light ceased
To every greedy request
So they went with the clouds
Burden, trying to wash away
Hoping this change
Of atoms and molecules
Can soothe the sadness
Of everyone suffering
The rain poured down my  face
I tasted every cleansed sin
Purity at each drop
I can only soak in it
Coz my fingertips can never clutch
Mother Nature’s  love
Coz it was never about owning
Possessing isn’t loving
Living in this world
Decorated with crimson lies
The only truth is your own
So, you ponder upon ideas in your head
Broken vows and ideals
They said, protect and serve
Mainly who?
So come on then, rain
I can’t stop from thinking
Take away a lil’ madness
Coz my soul is dying
From everyone’s selected
Comfortable ignorance
Oh their arrogance
And the children are dying
As you read a line or two
Not doing anything
Coz the hole in the boat
Doesn’t directly affect you
Tell me, when was
Your intelligence tweaked to follow?
It’s difficult to handle the truth
Isn’t it?
When you’re part
Of the safe and cuddled zombies
Upon these sheets
Of clandestine white lies
Oh, humanity- where have you been?
When are you
Waking up?
Coz your perpetual sleep
Only disintegrates
Wreaking havoc to 99%
For which they gladly called
Us, the minority..